Monday, November 03, 2003

I'm so stressing over school right now.....I swear.every waking moment of my day revolves around doing homework and school work...I have no time whatsoever to do anything else anymore. Every weekend [almost] consists of R.O volunteer work or if I so have the time and energy hanging out with groups of people...Then after that "break" from reality I have to rush home and finish what's left of my Homework.
Not only that but Health Ed. why the hell do they name it that? It does nothing to help MY health only makes it worse. I couldn't believe I got a D+ on my report card for that subject. And to all those people that said they got an A or a B in her class for real,stop fronting.
I go online, people IM me. Ever time they do that I have to cut off my homework concentration level.i mean, hell I would love to talk to you all...I really would.....If you can convince my teachers that I need a life outside work. Shiz I even have homework in architectural Design . That's crazy crap right there...
you are all pretty much wondering right now, why do you have time to still bloc then? Secret to my time for this crap is because its a good way to vent [after doing half your homework first tho]....hell, I can care less if anybody read this....Its a reassuring thing to know that you're out there somewhere in cyberspace talking about your feelings towards the world.
On the outside you see me, a 14 year old girl that is somewhat cheerfully, sarcastic and cynical but inside IM like f---ing [language, tiffaney, once again] crumbling under the pressure of school.I mean I have never gotten a 2.67 in my life, even if its below a 3.0 its only by a little like one grade I got a C or something....But this time I got 3 Cs and a D+. It feels hellah bad to have your dad and mom be like " why did you get this low of a grade, if you are more responsible with your class and homework you wouldn't be like this yaydydaydya.."
I mean, C'mon im only a 9th grader in Washington, what do you expect from me? I shouldn't even be in wash if kids were sent in by grades like its supposed to....Look at all the people that goes to Gal or Burton right now..I feel like its hellah not fair for a person with a 4.0 to be sent to Mission while I, 3.5, , is sent to wash.....I just wasted a space.....
Aug got to finish the other half of my homework now.....And if im not in class tomorrow, alert the media that kids do in fact die of stress and do have annoyingly overdosing teachers. I bid yahll good luck....


mood stressed and thoughtfull
anyways.....today i quit DRUM CORE !! |YES!!| T.T [tears of happiness, i assure you]. but darn warren [sp?] seys i have to do a one page essay on why i want to quit T.T [tears of saddness now]
baka..psh.